Tuesday, October 21, 2008

The Inspiration

Yet another new start...

This is my fourth blog site now...you can visit my last blog here.

So what's new?

Well...everything really. I guess it's not really new, per se, but it's definitely changed. Everything. It's weird using that word, because it's so ambiguous, but really - everything has changed in literally the last month.

Here's a short list:

-No girlfriend.
-Moved homes.
-Dropped a class for the semester.
-No Xbox 360; got a PS3 now.
-Got a tattoo.

I'm not really one to dwell on things, but I can't help it this time. A whole year of my life, now meaningless. Well, not meaningless, but now there's a void in my soul that won't...that I can't "just let go". I want to, but I can't and it hurts. That's so emo of me, but it's true.

Take this e-mail I got recently after announcing my tattoo:

"Nice homie. But first it was less video games, now it's religious crosses on your back? What's the lotion in your bathroom doing to your mental health?"

Am I really giving off that sort of helpless and lost vibe? If I am, I'm definitely in worse shape that I had thought.

Anyway, moving on. This is just another step for me to being a legit blogger. (LOL) And here is where I will continue to share my thoughts with you all.

Man that was scattered.